Real-life Ramble

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So, I turn 18 on Wednesday.

And it might not feel like such a big deal, but where I live, being 18 means you've been driving and having sex for two years, you graduated last December, and you can finally legally drink. And I haven't done any of that.

A lot of it is because I spent last year studying in Japan, and I was legally not allowed to drive etc, and because I missed a year of school in my country to do it, I have to catch up and do it now. This means I am one year older than all the other kids in my classes. It also happens to be my brother's grade. My brother and I are really close anyway, but I find it hard to really fit in in his grade. Especially with the girls. All my old friends have left to go to University in the city, so I never see them anymore, and some days I feel pretty down and lonely. And sometimes I feel like the most pathetic, boring teenager on earth. 

So, I get stuck being emo about where I am in life, and then I get on my LJ and see all these comments from people saying 'thank you', and I realise what an ass I am being. I had a really great experience, that some people would kill for. I met so many beautiful people and did some really cool things, and now I have a really important skill that I can use to make a lot of people happier and I should never forget that.

I mean, here, I have got awesome writerroterhimmel saying THEY want to stalk ME which floored me, and then the insanely kindhcb_chibi who is posting me a novel all the way from Texas just out of the kindness of their heart, which I still can't believe.

Especially you, roterhimmel. I know you're going through a rough time right now, and I wanted to put it out there that every time I read a comment from you I still feel giddy and get the urge to sing. You inspire awe, mate.

 Just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who comments here, or on HEARTSTATION, or at KHInsider, I can't tell you how much it picks me up, knowing that the stuff I'm putting out is appreciated. Love you all!  

 

Comments

[roterhimmel.livejournal.com]

HO WHAT YOU'RE NOT IN THE HP FANDOM.
Whoah. That is something new. You HAVE to be in there. It's too awesome to pass up. *g*

Don't worry about the 'emo babble' — first of all, everyone needs that some time and I'm tempted to most my own babble of that sort more often than not, and I keep myself from doing so otherwise my LJ would be full of it, ha ha. Emos shall rule the world one day >:D

Canon Akuroku I can work with — any other idea? Like, what time-span? Pre-Re:COM, directly in KH2 or Re:COM or.... just about what you want. What do you like the most? Happy/Angst/Fluff/Hurt-Comfort? Please give me something to work with, so I know where I can be headed :)

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Well, if you rec me some good HP fics I would read them ;D I just don't think I have time to start from scratch sifting through everything DX

eee~ umm umm... I'd love either something pre-KHII (hurt-comfort *___*), or something post-KHII (I have a weird love for the InsideSora!Roxas and memory of/ghost of/reborn!Axel dynamic), but I'm not picky at all as to theme etc, whatever inspires you <3 omg <3

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Oh, I can definitely do that. But be aware, once I get started on this, I can't stop, ha ha.

Both sound nice... but I'll go for the second one (post-KHII (InsideSora!Roxas and memory of/ghost of/reborn!Axel dynamic)) since I haven't written that before and it's definitely a challenge :D Would it be all right if Sora appears too?

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Ok, I've decided. I'll get into HP fandom once I've finished my Biology, English and Maths assigmnents! I never say no to a good rec, don't worry if you can't stop XD

omg omg you're really going to write it!! :DDDDD of course it's okay if Sora is in there <3 <3 I don't mind if freaking Bambi is in there <3 <3 <3 but I do love Sora. XD Now I'm rambling! *shuts up*

[roterhimmel.livejournal.com]

That many assignments? D: You poor girl. Crossing my fingers for you so it'll all go good!!

You had me laughing at the Bambi thing XD Oh man. Yes, I think Sora's going to be in there. It just might take me some time, sorry. Either way you'll get it :)

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Yeah, I'm starting to hate grade 12. I'm crossing my fingers too >___>

XD Don't you dare apologise! 'When' doesn't matter, if something comes it comes, and in truth I am already stoked enough cause you've offered at all!! XDDD