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Hey guys,

Just wanted to say, I'm really sorry I haven't been posting novel translations recently.

The truth is, all the things I love to do have been stressing me out, from big things like study for the subjects I love at school to tiny things like getting up to face the day. At times it also included talking to people online who I love, and I'm so sorry for that too.

When things stress me out I tend to avoid them, and then make excuses to pretend I'm not stressed (especially when it's irrational stress in the first place). I've been telling myself I'm not in the mood, or I'm tired because of xyz reason, or because I'm just a lazy person, but the past few days I've thought really hard about it and I've faced up to it, and I feel horrible.

I know what the problem is (it's something I've been trying to deal with since the beginning of the year, but I was going about it backwards: it's not the symptoms that are the problem, but why I'd even have them, after all). And I'm going to try harder to fix it and try to stop being in denial about my real underlying problems, and most importantly, try to start doing the things I love again.

Part of this means I really, really want to keep translating the novels, even if to use to help myself through this funk. I absolutely love doing it, and it's good for my Japanese.

Well, that's the plan. I can't promise I will have anything to post soon, but it will happen. I just wanted to apologise for that and explain, because I know it can be frustrating when online people drop of the face of the earth, especially mid-project like this. 

So yeah, hope you guys are all well, and if you want, wish me luck :3
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